Spontaneously Isolated

A nice statement a lot of people make "Why Charlie, look at what the World is coming to!" Are we really wondering about the World? Or are we talking about ourselves and how change is really changing our lives? Or, from a more blunt viewpoint - Are we talking about our inability to keep up with the abstract term known as "progress"?

What governs our lives anyway? How much is God's role, when all Holy Literature refers to us naive beings as Seekers? Sure some of us find our Beliefs, some of us don't. But what decides this - luck? Karma? I'm sure I'll find the answer somewhere - where though i do not know..

So I find myself pondering over this and a hundred other questions which I don't remember (is there a measure for throughput of thought processes?).
So I went for a movie ALONE for the first time in my life. Strange, I found myself enjoying a German movie with only subtitles to bridge the gap between "Danke" and "thank you". After which, I went to a bookstore - on impulse not of the randomness I was so proud of earlier (where art you oh Holy One! :P ). And as is with impulse, I didn't know what to do! I mean, there's not really a variety of things you can actually do at a bookstore, assuming you're a perfectly civilised person. Anyhow, there I was looking for a THIN book - again, strange for me. Some people say that people don't change - I say change is only temporary. Change is progressive my friends and it is this progressiveness that lead me to look at the fiction sections a in a manner so condescendingly, I finally realised why my Dad says that fiction is a waste of time. I mean, what I'm doing is free flow writing but hey - fiction? Is it really just for kids or am I just being especially morose? Probably just one of those days, what can I say?

So I bought these two books - something about what is everything by the emminent physicist Feynman and another about the future of the internet (which was FAT by the way).

Where I started and where I have ended (random) are part of The Movement. Stay with me friends, the Story is yet to begin.